- I can't bare lossing you :'(

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Khamis, 16 April 2009 1:05 PG

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Today:) i woke up at 530a.m after that i went shower and all.. i doing all my stuff! huhu~ i have my chocolate panda and having my breakfast with dad and bro pututs. gagagga!arrived at school mcm beasa pagi2 aku suka ngatil kawan sendiri. kadang2 urg diam pun jadi bising oleh ku bawa becerita.. haha! pity on me today,moodless hantap! but still making a joke for my friends. saya tau mereka sunyi.. ceahhhh~

Apa g.. ? ohh kami blajar geo and i DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THE TEACHER SAYING! pronouns nya ali2 baaahhh.. awuut bagi saya. f aku fail in june ani jgn salah kan akuuu ahh.. ahahs. english oral nda g batah. aku prepair luu for my june!!!! damn! mengasak utak ku dulu.. blajar brabis p masih on lappy~ hahaha~ ytah nadahada tuuu nahhh~ and tym english lesson tadi teacher kami busy,so yeah kami buat kaja sendiri. yatah kan aku baca buku ' bomoh and spells' hahaha.. ada jua yg logic sal creta atuu but atuu kisah banar plgg.. english nya mendalam ne yoo.. pai lidah ku pun bekuluk menyabut. but i still love to read that kind of book! awesome words! huhu~ yatah nda ku mmbuang masa sambil2 atuu aku buat dalam krtas " heart alai " sorry laahhh aku nda dapat upload gmbar sal mmc ku ilang ahh.. but nantii tah ku liat kan ahhh. heheh.. aku kan update my blog. p ku nda tau cana.. hoho!

Balik ku dari skulah,aku bmsg wth my huneyy~ and yeahhh~ my msg lambat sampai pat nya. b4 balik kumah,kami antar abg ku kpusat kesenian.. ea belajar disana~ dulu jadi penganggur.. alhamdulillah now nda g.. ahahs..ceahhhh~ aku tsliur kan mamam kabab bahhh.. singgah tah jua kami mmbali kabab kajap.. huhu~ yth kann otw ku balik atuu sii huney ku anee malar tmc2.. ku pikir tah apa aaa.. low crdt kah apakah.. baru saja ku sampai drumah tarus ea tpun.. *aits? macam tau sajaaa* p apa? aku kana triaki oleh nyaa..

huneyME ; " B! mana b kan?? nda g pandai mreply msg tuu??"
ME ; "apakan? udah jua breply.. hmph *blurr* "

ea suruh aku baca kan msg atuu.. then aku baca kan.. and hell yeahh jadi kae kajap.. hmphh. aftr tutup tpun tarus ku msg.. " nda payah dtriaki x.sorry aku bwt hun mrh.aku bru sampai umah.really exhausted.just jaga diri. " nahhh.. kes nyamal jua udahh saya tuuu.. nda g ku pkai ' b ' bahhh...mun udah menyamal atuuu mau taya jua minta pujuk tuu.. hahahs.. bida sayaaa ituuu =D nyeahhh~ and and, ea msg aku that ea minta maaf coz lambat msg tuu sampai pat nyaaa.. yth kann.. len x jgn lu marah2 nda tantu pasal.. luan jua ingau nya atuu. nda jua ku kan bgatal bhapa x.. HAHA! p nda apa aku suka. ea menampak kan yg ea sayang kan akuu.. ahahs..

after ituu. aku on9 emel Siihby. and guess what?? ea on9 and suka sangat nyakitkan atii saya. i said,"can u just stop it? i know that u ego. and that not the way u throw ur feeling! its just like nothing!" and ea replied,"tau pun kauu.." awuu lahhh aku anii cana? hmphh.. just sabar saja lah ea banyak nyakit kan ati ku today yesterday and past past.. aku pun banyak jua salah patnya,and aku benar2 hate wen i miss her.. bnci bnr waaa ada rasa catuuu.. p ndalah da g.. nda ku tau masaneee aku bebanar kan ubah prasaan ku. gnya f ku ubah prasaan ku.. si alai cana?? ea ubah nda prasaan nya? mustahil jua ea dapat lupakan ex cinta nya yg sampai setaun dgn nya couple ahhh~ aku tau lah feeling sayang atuu ada masihh.. p nda jua nda dapat diubah kan? aku tau kami sama2 ego and nahan rasa. p mun c alai anee bebnar dah seksa nahan rasa. aku lapas kan saja ea cematuu saja. even my heart can't stop loving you but i have to let you you on that time. there's nothing that i can do..u are my fist love dear. and i hope that we are for the last to be together back. cos the chances is always come but their scars still can't hide it. how hurts me the most lossing you again. i shoudn't wish for a long time to be with. but my love are so strong wanted u to be mine forever.

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kazaf
heart youuu ~

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